Untitled - Intellectual

[Verse 1: Joey Claris]

Struck by depression

And I wonder if I'ma be like this

Forever cornered to the walls

I barely know exist

Too much confusion

Peace and calm is really what I miss

There's a knife on my hand slowly over my wrist

You know this pain, You know this pain

You see these tears, You see my shame

Why don't You come up to me?

Why can't You set me free?

Why do I feel like this?

Feel like You don't exist?

Notice how the rain fell all day long

And the pain in my heart is brought out in this song

We're all just a pawn in the game called life

And seeing her lie there cuts like a knife

But I'm glad cuz I know Grandpa was missing his wife

But it hit the family so hard, still can't believe that she's gone

And I know it's wrong but after losing them, I'm starting to wonder where You are

It's bizarre, one night in the E.R. the next I'm wishing on a star

Wow, your footprints are gone

Tell where did I go wrong?

You were supposed to be the One I could always count on

Tell me to push on

But I haven't seen You recently, I'm a lone swan

This is a bad omen