[Intro: Charles Dance, SIEWE & destroy lonely]
If God was a villain, he'd be me
I'm not writing because this shit cool bruh
I'm writing because that's all I know how to do
I'm writing because that's the only way to make like
My emotions manifest themselves
I'm writing because I'm not tryna put a bullet in my fucking brain you feel me? so-
If looks could kill
If looks could kill
[Verse 1: Azure The Paradox]
Yeah, if it doesn't kill you then you back up for revenge
Went through hell with Virgil we been running up the sins
But I'd never spin it back on none you bitches and your friends
You too busy tryna replace a nigga, I'm whipping triple six
Heavy metal on me playing strings like Nikki Sixx
But I still ain't staying sober and still wiping up the slits
I been making friends with demons cutting leeches and the ticks
Niggas asking for some favors like you fiending for some bricks
Go hit up Pusha T and see his son about it
This my grave I'm laying in it I just dug around it
Bussing on this Harley Quinn but I can't clown about it
And taking niggas bitches casually lets talk about it
Take it back about a year or two
Simping for this woman wasting time I could've made a move
Shit was on and off like your light bill I could've paid it too
Knew we had some issues and still hoping we could've made it through
Post traumatic get to flaring up
Shit was breaking down and family drama kept on staring up
Taking all these vices numbing pains and tryna push it off
Who would ever thought I'm getting laced with fucking fentanyl
Going out and never made a peep
Fighting with my homie I was tweaking shit I'd never seen
Had me up in psych wards and I had to sign my life away
They prolly woulda kept a nigga if I didn't lie that day
[Chorus: Azure The Paradox & destroy lonely]
If looks could kill
What doesn't kill you makes you stronger and I promise
If looks could kill
What doesn't kill you makes it longer for the solace
If looks could kill
What doesn't kill you makes you stronger and I promise
If looks could kill
What doesn't kill you makes it longer for the solace
[Verse 2: Azure The Paradox]
If it doesn't kill you then it might just spin again
Motherfuckers pocket watch so much I might have witnesses
Bitch I'm too damn petty just to die a denizen
Put me in the club like Goonew bitch Ill stand on business
Who would ever think I'm crashing out inside my Kobe Year
Therapy too basic where the hell you even go from here
Saying I should let go of the past shit is frozen here
Isolate myself like every night when I can't hold my tears
Thugs cry when them doves fly
How I handle everything and stay a tough guy
Motherfuckers think the last time the first time
If I sped it up I wouldn't made it to alumni
Got suicidal tendencies like every month
Hours getting cut, bank dry but I'm rolling up
Thinking bout a strap, flip it back and get a hole in one
Shoulda gave me context when you told a nigga open up
Life the biggest troll because the internet
Feeling like the crow them niggas shooting with my silhouette
Story of my life they keep on censoring my novelette
You only like the concept of a nigga like the Baphomet
And I can't stand a nigga tryna guilt trip
Fuck the way it made you feel you only wanna benefit
Calling me for hours checking up that's just your blemishes
Wrote you out my will and kept it messy with the penmanship
Fuck a cry for help and your manipulation
Tried to vent and spent days leading conversation
Make me feel like I'm the bad guy for contemplating
You just keeping your lil meal ticket away from Satan
I told your ass that paradise a fantasy
Tripping in them clouds out of spite fuck who mad at me
Four attempts on a nigga belt is fucking blasphemy cuz
If it doesn't kill you then they treat you like a tragedy
[Outro: SIEWE & destroy lonely]
If looks could kill
If looks could kill
If looks could kill
If looks could kill