[Verse]

I really love you

I really hate you

I hate that I love you

I hate that you fucking around with all these other niggas

And you ain't convinced I'm not the one

I really need you

I really want you

I hate that i need you

I hate that i want you

I hate that i know i'm too good for you and that you not enough for me

I hate that I showed you love and what we could've been

I loved that I had called you mine

But that's not the case anymore baby

I hate that I'm not the same

I hate all these drugs that I'm on

But I love that they take all the stress away

I hate that I act like you don't exist

I hate that I had my chance and I ain't gonna get anymore

I love that I can't sleep anymore

I love that I can't breath anymore

I love that I can't think anymore

But i love the pain

And I hate you

But i love the pain

And i hate you

I really hate you

I really love you

I hate that I feel sorry for myself

But i love the way you make me feel

I hate this pain on my brain

I love being alone

I love that I have no one

I hate that I'm happy

I love being sad

I love all of these thoughts in my head that give me pictures of you

I hate that I still want you

I hate that you need me

I hate that I left you

I hate that you loved me

I love that you hate me

And and...

I don't need you...

I hate that I'm lying