Tidal - Intellectual

[Intro]

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[Verse 1]

Therapy isn't for 20 more hours

So I'll just make do with a cry in the shower

'Cause honest to God I could swear I still hear her

Singing along as I dry in the mirror

She'll kiss his face in the back of the car

While I'm thinking of her, getting drunk at the bar

And I'll go on to say that I've never been better

Fill up my schedule so I don't remember

[Chorus]

The night's low

Fantasizing in cycles

And I've made up my mind

It's about fucking time

That it's final

And I know

Everything until I don't

It's pulling today

But I'll push it away

Like it's tidal

[Post-Chorus]

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[Verse 2]

She'll chart a course leading to open water

Unstoppable forcе in a second born daughter

She's donе with the city

She's off to the suburbs

To search for herself in the arms of another

I'll run the miles passing her old apartment

And all of the while I clear bones out my closet

I'll give it a year

Maybe then when I'm older

I'll stop having dreams about getting my closure

[Chorus]

'Cause I know

I've been walking a tightrope

I don't want to show

That I'm scared to step forward with eyes closed

So I'll grow

Just a little bit ice cold

It's hard to define

How I'll come to decide

If it's viable

[Bridge]

(I don't know)

How to be

(I don't know)

How to be

(I don't know)

How to be

(I don't know)

How to be

(I don't know)

Through this

(I don't know)

How to be

(I don't know)

Through this

(I don't know)

Oh oh, oh oh oh

Oh oh oh

How to be

(I don't know)

How to be

(I don't know)

How to be

(I don't know)

Through this

(I don't know)

How to be

(I don't know)

Through this

(I don't know)

(Oh oh oh)

[Chorus]

And I'll go

Anywhere that I'm vital

If it's all for vanity

Why can't I stand to be idle?

'Cause I know

We're all just in denial

And I swear that I'm sane

But I'll still cut her name into vinyl

[Outro]

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