[Chorus: Crizelle & Kenan]

And all my past it lurks

Thought of it just hurts

I hide the emotions below

As tears with silence they flow

[Verse 1: Azidre]

I sit down my demons and face them one on one

Everytime a person says I've changed

I accept another one

Insecure most of the times

With low self esteem and confidence

Without the self learnt lessons

I would have had clouded runs

Endless mistakes I study to overcome

Realised you need to invest timе in only ones

The self rightеous humbled ones for the priceless time

I pour my soul in the things I correspond

I paint my verses on canvases when my ink syncs to the beat

Have your ears to it

All this while you've been listening to my heartbeat on it

I never see myself in the limelight

I hide behind the pages like a clockwork for when the time's right, yeah

I know you fucked up big time

But you need a only select few

Who see it right with you

To the end of the tunnel vision

Envision a 3D vision

Your fore sight's been short seeing mine

You been fucked with 2020

Misjudged by your own kind

Make time for your own highs

Insecurities kickin' in, I still fly, yeah

When my graphite glides I'm still fly, yeah

Still fly

[Hook: Azidre]

I'm so sorry, I'm insecure baby

[Verse 2: Azidre]

Childish ways I've been foolish lately

I'd run away like that would help me, like that'll save me

Call me crazy, I've been suffering from PTSD

Emotionally stressed, lately I've been anxious baby

Anxieties daily, special to me you a precious lady

Costly works especailly wealthy

Touch your soul with kiss of glory

I'd smile to tease and you'd reflect it like crazy, yeah

Will I be great as Nas and Jay-Z?

I try my best at time

All I know is I you speechless baby

Been jaded by my own flaws, I suffice to give

The only one to prove is myself

I achieve to live

As the word turnx, I curve my goals and dreams

It gives me chills everytime

I need to go back and unlearn and grow

Prisoned by my own mind

I escape within these bars

Ink spots all over my open scars

I numb the pain with a mellow heart

Having put words into motions

Everyone is masterpiece of art

Over flowing by emotions

Now I have your emojis with pink hearts, yeah

They say I have your emojis with pink hearts, yeah

It's crazy how love is now the part of the art and the soul to the hearts

[Chorus: Crizelle & Kenan]

And all my past it lurks

Thought of it just hurts

I hide the emotions below

As tears with silence they flow