Issues - Intellectual

[Verse 1]

I'm an introvert and don't care

I can't see my worth 'cause it's not there

Rather sit at home than party, it's unfair

When I'm by my lonely, I just stare

At the pictures left, you're not there

If you were, I don't think you'd care

You're the reason why I'm so scared

What once was a dream feels like a nightmare

Ah-ah, have you ever felt like I do? (I do?)

Doing drugs to numb pain kept deep inside you

Fuck one, I'ma buy two (Buy two)

It's never enough when you can't cope with feelings inside you

So done with my issues (Issues)

Always on the run from people who miss you

'Til the afterlife, I break through (Break through)

Wonder what it's like to finally meet you

Well, I'm so torn between life and death

I wonder what it's like to have good thoughts in my head

Without you, time stands still

When I need you most, I'm stuck in the rear wheel

It's been a year and I can't feel

Anyone who comes close to me gets hit with the "Can't chill"

Hope he's better than I ever will (Ever will)

If you need me, I'll be there in the back of the party doing drugs that kill

Drinking 'til my liver hits a stand still (Stand still)

Cocaine in my nose and I just popped a damn pill

Killing myself slowly, is this life real? (Life real?)

No one knows the real me I'm alone, but I stay trill

The demons try to hold me, make me stand still (Stand still)

The reaper tried to put me in his game, but I ain't made a deal

I'm so torn between life and death

I wonder what it's like to have good thoughts in my head

Baby, why'd you let go?

Now I can't deal with the pain

Might have another episode

So tonight I'll feel the rain

Pour the liquor down my throat

Hear death calling out my name

I guess that's how it goes

When the night comes and you're to blame