[Intro]

"When I die, I want my ashes shot out of a confetti cannon"

[Chorus]

She was a mess and she had regrets and

She let some people down

A wanna-be actress, insecure and jealous

A cunt when no one's around

And when I'm gone, if you think of me, play this

Am I wrong to beg for forgiveness?

She tried her best so please just remember me

For my intentions (Ohh, ohh)

[Verse 1]

Babies and success

The only shit that I see on the internet

And I wonder if I'm ever more than that

Would you love me equally when I try and don't succeed?

But what you'll never know

Intrusive thoughts, no fucks, I wouldn't get parole

And I'm tired of pleasing everyone I know

[Can be] palatable

[Pre-Chorus]

Let's just say you're fake-crying at my wake

Would you make a stupid eulogy?

Like, "She was amazing, an inspiration, almost famous"

'Cause that's who you wanted me to be, well

[Chorus]

She was a mess and she had regrets and

She let some people down

A wanna-be actress, insecure and jealous

A cunt when no one's around

And when I'm gone, if you think of me, play this

Am I wrong to beg for forgiveness?

She tried her best so please just remember me

For my intentions (Ohh, ohh)

[Verse 2]

Running late (Running late)

I say I'm leaving but I'm only half awake

And I wanna think that I'll be someone great (some day)

Wait, excuse me while I just procrastinate, again

Demons that I face

I hate my skin, I hate the truth, I hate my waist

Got anxiety that I self-medicate

And I laugh when I see someone else in pain

Are you okay? No

[Pre-Chorus]

Let's say you're fake-crying at my wake

Would you make a stupid eulogy?

Like, "She was amazing, an inspiration, almost famous"

'Cause that's all you wanted from me

[Chorus]

But she was a mess and drugs off my chest

She let some people down

A wanna-be actress, insecure and jealous

A cunt when no one's around

And when I'm gone, if you think of me, play this

Am I wrong to beg for forgiveness?

She tried her best so please just remember

Me

[Outro]

She was a good friend, loved all her exes

She made her grandma proud

More than an actress, more than successes

Failures and body counts

And when I'm gone, if you care to replay this

You can make a bet, my heart was in the right place 'cause

I tried my best, it sure wasn't perfect

But don't forget I had good intentions