I.Q. 150 but I failed all my classes

Ain't seen a thing in years, can't afford a pair of glasses

Can't drive a forklift, barely read, can't sort shit

Blew enough slow kill funds to buy a Porsche with

I ain't bout to yell out my name seventy times

Like I would when I was younger, there's much more on my mind

Coming up they didn't really listen, only focused on appearance

Over all they shit talkin couldn't follow what they hearin

Though I said it clear, I took this serious from the start of it

Said a lot of crazy shit when drugs was at the heart of it

That's no excuse, I'm just trying to grow as a person

So every year that pass I can say I see a better version

Cause some of my homies don't get to see this, they had to leave us

Won't be with me to chief that expensive chronic in big arenas

I sip it and pour it out for em, grind up and light a pound for em

Grippin the mic, screaming with tears hittin the ground for em

Y'all don't know shit about that, ain't got no other choice

Impossible to keep employed, only built for makin noise

They question how I came up, say I got weak composure

Know nothing about my childhood, them tapes and them posters

Whole generation nostalgic for past shit

Cause everything advanced more in twenty years than it ever did

So I'm just tryin to write a timeless epic like I'm Homer

Though I'm far from fuckin sober with this green glazed over

Never heard of sober, I'm just in my jammies and some ripped shoes

That I can barely tie on my own, that's them Autism blues

Ain't gon box with em, you bitches ain't worth the work

Of bookin Mauro to commentate while you make your way to dirt from the verses

They shake nervous, can't bear the weight of the word

Or the world that I try to paint, swear the place that I live in's cursed and it's just gettin worse

Trying to fight it, I put my life in this

If one person vibing the time that I spent writing is worth it

Feel like I'm already dying so I don't waste sand

Throwing up blood in the morning, still I don't give a damn

I don't get to switch lives man, I'm just trying to get by

Since way back blowing T mid gettin high

Never saw the kind of opportunities that you assumin

Think cause I'm white and gay that no one shoot at me

That's lunacy, you wasn't me, you wouldn't be, you couldn't see

Half of the shit that's made me so fucked, I can barely look at me

They only pay attention when I plug the mic in

Yet I signed up for this, I'll dance til my life end

Couldn't be no lawyer or doctor, I'm way too honest and awkward

And fuck a cop or prison guard, crackheads ain't allowed to run for office

Bout to dookie on em

They see my fingers movin look like I been typing columns

Some hatin, others honest where they jaw was

Des said the carpet, I just nod and feel humbled often

Y'all dick slingin, don't understand the weapons of war

That you playin with, and I ain't referrin to whatever steel you store

I chew up opponents like Majiin Buu, can barely follow through

Your head throbbin, feelin question marked, Stephen Thompson you

With philosophic, knowledge, I dispense

Feel connected to something other, that's why I get so intense when I do this

Y'all fall asleep on the stage in a pool of vomit

Got homies from way back trying to sell me they Xan or Molly (damn)

Ain't seen em in months, they think I'm Lil Pump

Cause I dress stupid, I'm drunk, and my rides thump

You must've got it fucked, I ain't with these midgets and minions

They think the planet flat, they don't know a fact from they opinion

They obsessin over petty shit, they borderline brainless

Gotta check they Facebooks to remember they own ages

Everything is changin, so fuckin fast I feel ancient

I can't believe the shit they playin when I switch to this station

I been training like I'm Cody Garbrandt, with the hard hands

With these bars man, feel like I'm part demon, part man

Devil Jin, mama told the doc "nothing settle him

He never sleep, they just peddle drugs and call it medicine"

Yeah that's real shit, don't want my children to feel this

I remember mama couldn't pay for fuckin field trips

They always seem to fire me quick, but I eat beats

Guess I'm built for one reason like a fuckin Meseeks, look at me