BRAIN PATTERNS

By AxR

On MUSIC FESTIVAL

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When I was a kid told myself I was gonna be famous

I placed the bids, told me gambling's dangerous

Hold up the glizz, but my vision is aimless

Told all my friends I just wish it was painless

I paid my dues and I switched up the cadence

Told you I'd do what I do just to make it

Who would come through when you need an escape

Just give me a few I'll tell mama we made it

Oh, oh-oh

Who'd you call, when another heart breaks

I don't know

When you'd fall, you would make my earth quake

Oh, oh-oh

Under fire, everything is at stake

Oh, oh-oh, I fall apart

For your sake

Find myself speeding along 48

Going 148 just to hopе I would crash

I knew I was stuck in the hate

Bеgging for an escape, but I'm stuck in a castle of glass

I've poured out my heart into unreleased tapes

Just to get out my take but alas

You helped me to learn how to close up my gates

So I don't break, had to press the brakes, in the maybach

Insomniac, stayed awake, with a night cap

Had to run a quarter mile straight, I'm the right flash

Hadda put the bread on the plate, it's the same cash

Wish I could record another take, like a timelapse

Feeling weightless, time flies like a Plover

Hadda test my luck just like a four leaf clover

Playin' with my heart, so I told her game over

Left my door open, I ain't never got closure

Oh, oh-oh

Who'd you call, when another heart breaks

I don't know

When you'd fall, you would make my earth quake

Oh, oh-oh

Under fire, everything is at stake

Oh, oh-oh, I fall apart

For your sake

Oh, oh-oh

Who'd you call, when another heart breaks

I don't know

When you'd fall, you would make my earth quake

Oh, oh-oh

Under fire, everything is at stake

Oh, oh-oh, I fall apart

For your sake

I wish I remembered the times I was happy with you

But I guess I got rid of the clock

Cause I just keep lagging behind all that happened with you

Kept forgettin' that you were my rock, cause

You just slew me down, like a rocket with a blown fuse

Said you're new in town, now you showed me round your home too

Take the fuckin' world down, you can call me Goku

I don't need a house, I've been livin' in my own shoes

Dining at the patio, cause I ain't bout the whole foods

Took me off the radio, cuz people like the old school

Buildin' up my ratio, so lemme post a poll, too

Eatin' up the payroll, like I got a gold tooth

YouTube, imma post a vid, boutta move views

At the falls, I just took a pic, of the new views

At the mall, shawty boutta pick me a new suit

Money in the vault, they'll complain about the new you

So I just keep telling myself that my life doesn't make any sense

I'm telling you stories bout how I've been trapped in a hell

But you just couldn't know what I meant

When I told you you live in my head without payin' the rent

Girl you're puttin' me under your spell

I've just been locked in the rain while I fall in a pit

But I can't help but wishing you well

I'm feelin' like nobody round me can feel my lament

They won't love me till they see me dead

My brain just starts yelling to me and it's screaming for help

I'm blockin' it out like a fence

But there's always holes in that fence that I'm trying to fill

But that's where the problem commenced

Cause none my feelings are solid so I just keep pouring em

Into the holes but they just ain't cement

Oh, oh-oh

Who'd you call, when another heart breaks

I don't know

When you'd fall, you would make my earth quake

Oh, oh-oh

Under fire, everything is at stake

Oh, oh-oh, I fall apart

For your sake

Oh, oh-oh

Who'd you call, when another heart breaks

I don't know

When you'd fall, you would make my earth quake

Oh, oh-oh

Under fire, everything is at stake

Oh, oh-oh, I fall apart

For your sake