I Hate Me

By axpril

On Abuser

Released on 2022

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[intro]

Mm, mm

I’m ready


[verse 1]

I didn’t allow myself

To eat properly

I did that to just punish me

For what you did

And lately i can’t stand

My reflection

Is it me or is it someone else’s…


[pre-Chorus]

Soul and hair

Smile and voice

Lie to me once or twice


[Chorus 1]

Now i know from your friends

You gone out

Last night

With her

I had a feeling about

You and her

While i waited in our bed


[verse 2]

I still ask myself

What pushed you to

Cutting me open and

Stealing my heart


[refrain]

What a heartless monster you are, heartless


[Chorus 2]

You know that i hate my flaws

My voice

My body

You made it worse


[bridge]

Whеn i finally was happy with her

You came herе and made it worse

You were aware that you made me bleed

But you took that knife out and you ran

You packed my baggage, bought a ticket (away)

For the latest flight to nowhere (away)

I knew back then that she loved you (away)

But i didn’t do anything

Anything, stupid me

Didn’t do anything


[verse 3]

And i didn’t allow myself

To eat properly

I did that just to punish me

For what you did


[outro]

I hate me, yeah

I hate me

I hate me