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Soulapowa

Phoniks

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[Verse 1]

I’m in over my head, I’m losing it

Bet it all on this music shit

I spend it all too much making a movie

I can’t let the paper do me

But all they want is Lil Uzi, all respect though

It’s just a space in my mind that’s too confined

To hold Thanos, and all this ammo

Killin avengers might rob the bando

My condolences to nggas one snap of the infinity gauntlet is like a trigger these days

No more Zarkon and Voltron

Tryna hold on insanity’s real

My heart haunted like Amityville

Did it for love

But all they want is [kiki?] and she high off the drugs

That sound my age [yet?]

My optimism way down

Cus we part of the service they don’t pay now

How dare you diminish me I’m superior lyrically

I’m bushmaster with the ODA, head and the [hair?]

And this is villainy, a bit of man

They took my love and stepped on it

Slit they throats while they slept on it

It never ends, so Frank Castle out for revenge

Blood on my pen

Been faster now it’s time for the Benz, [?]

[Chorus]

Materialistic, corrupted mind

Societal validation got me tryin to shine

But I was blind, sippin wine that I can’t afford

Life maxed out, now the muthafuckers cut the cord

[Verse 2]

Success is so distant in this marathon

I’m getting thirsty cus it’s hotter in this Babylon

It’s like my soul is a target they would cast upon

Stones break holes in my goals like the glasses on

The outside of the home that was built with sweat

Blood and my tears it’s been years since a ngga slept

Pressure of life burst of pipes now blowing up

Vessels in my mind weeping, this is part of growing up

While fear is just a curse here to hunt the sheep

I look the wolves in the eyes while they sharpen teeth

But hold the scars of a man mentally in cage

It’s hard to show any affection when you live in rage

A prison of guilt, a slave to regret

Thoughts in another place and I mean no disrespect

I only fear being broke, victory or death

With a foot on my neck, I still find a breath

To sing a song for you, tryna be strong for you

If this obedience is moral I’ll be wrong for you

I need help, maybe time to seek some council

With this wealth make you feelin like a scoundrel

[Chorus]

Materialistic, corrupted mind

Societal validation got me tryin to shine

But I was blind, sippin wine that I can’t afford

Life maxed out, now the muthafuckers cut the cord