[Hook]

Binging on vices

Misunderstandings with high prices

Until my flesh lifeless

I’ll wonder what life is

Now my appetite is

I gotta eat until I get the itis

[Verse 1]

Deep in my mind

You might find a jewel

A treasure trove of wisdom

To school a young fool

Experience and pain

The weight of the world

Loneliness isolation

Black holes that swirl

Bipolar undiagnosed how I feel

Everyday I’m overwhelmed

If I’m being real

I don’t understand this anxiety

I don’t feel a part of this society

I’m bad at sobriety

I smile and keep moving

I smoke and keep crying

A part inside of me is really dark

I keep trying to suppress the pessimism

Quiet skepticism

Venting over rhythms

My thoughts is what I give them

But no well wishes for the messenger

Auto pilot like a Tesla for

The past year Etcetera

OG not a replica

Past trauma tethers us

To the next crisis

[Hook] (x2)

Binging on vices

Misunderstandings with high prices

Until my flesh lifeless

I’ll wonder what life is

Now my appetite is

I gotta eat until I get the itis

[Verse 2]

Adversity kicking my ass

Down the stairs

Knees bleeding from prayers

My loved ones unaware

Of what I’m going through

Cause I keep it to my self

Pain bottled up

Is really bad for your health

So I sip the Bumbu

Let go of the Hennessy

I made peace

With all my so called enemies

My energy is on 100,000

I made it outta public housing

Now my life’s astounding

Even when adversity mounting

Like Everest I’m never bouncing

People act devilish

Me, blessings I’m steady counting

Like god is my accountant

Tangible dreams

From a scheme

Sip from youth’s fountain

On opportunities I’m pouncing

Like my Frenchie

So my baby girl

Can be bouncing in a Bentley

Never let the sin tempt me

It drain you empty

Life takes a heavy toll

That ticket higher than the rent be

[Hook] (x2)

Binging on vices

Misunderstandings with high prices

Until my flesh lifeless

I’ll wonder what life is

Now my appetite is

I gotta eat until I get the itis