Rain rain go away

Come again another day

I wanna live forever

But mental illness gets in the way

I feel so compelled

When mania helps itself

I cut my bangs and dye my hair

I do it so well

Look how beautiful it is

I am not in charge of this

And when i come down

I know that i’ll be pissed

Theres something inside

That fucking hurts me every time

Ive tried every single

Pill to help me chill

And i’m not satisfied

One minute i’ll be fucked

And the next minute i’m fine

I can’t believe myself

Im overwhelmed

I think ive lost my mind

Don’t romanticize my life

I need a redesign

Don’t romanticize my life

I, i need a redesign

I have the good days

Good phase

Feeling like i like my face

And body, taking pictures

Cuz i know im a hottie

Then the bad days, comes in waves

Feelin like i gained weight

Wish i could disembody

And be somebody else

Cause im unwell

I can't control myself

Im asking for help

Theres something inside

That fucking hurts me every time

Ive tried every single

Pill to help me chill

And i’m not satisfied

One minute i’ll be fucked

And the next minute i’m fine

I can’t believe myself

Im overwhelmed

I think ive lost my mind

Don’t romanticize my life

I need a redesign

Don’t romanticize my life

I, i need a redesign