[Verse 1]

No one ever makes a sound but lights are turned off in my house

No one ever comes around

I like it that way

Even though sometimes I wish the opportunities have missed

Come back to me and just insist, I'd still say no again

[Bridge]

Late at night is when I feel it the most

And I know it's bad to rot and decompose 'til I feel alright inside my head, inside my soul

And I wish it wasn't like this but it's a constant push and pull

And I just-

[Chorus]

Push away everyone that ever loved me

And I pull away from all the ones that wanna help

I'm not okay, inside my head, inside my soul

I wish it wasn't like this but it's the constant push and pull

[Verse 2]

Comfortable in my own space

And finding comfort in the pain

Being lonely at my pace (I like it that way)

This is my private exile

This is my writing style

I'm still a fragile child

And I write songs about me

[Bridge]

Late at night is when I feel it the most

And I know it's bad to rot and decompose until I feel alright inside my head, inside my soul

I wish it wasn't like this but it's a constant push and pull

And I just-

[Chorus]

Push away everyone that ever loved me

And I pull away from all the ones that wanna help

And I'm not okay, inside my head, inside my soul

I wish it wasn't like this but it's the constant push and pull

[Post-Chorus]

But I'll still turn all of my lights off

Fall asleep in my own bed

I'll still sleep and dream, dream and sleep some more until I'm dead

I'm still sayin' sorry even if it's not my fault

I'm never gonna change, wonder why they still like me at all