[Verse 1]

Now I can see my soul

Ain't letting to have some clarity

They keeping me under control

By running the loop of insanity

It's better to make a mistake

Then rather feel guilt like I did a crime

I know that destruction is in my fate

Tell me how to defy gravity

[Chorus]

Just grind me down into the dust

And fuck me up 'til it make me go bust

I ain't wanna have to fight for survival

'Cause all i got is self-disgust

Just grind me down into the dust

And fuck me up 'til it make me go bust

I ain't wanna have to fight for survival

Cause all i got is self-disgust

[Pre-Drop]

My instincts — my foes

Should i keep 'em close?

They play with me I can't ignore

My brain overdosed

Just grind me down into the dust

And fuck me up 'til it make me go bust

I ain't wanna have to fight for survival

Cause all i got is self-disgust

[Drop]

[Verse 2]

I'm lifeless, no one in the shell

Kicked out out the whole society

I've locked my desires in a cell

But welcome internal anxiety

[Chorus]

Just grind me down into the dust

And fuck me up 'til it make me go bust

I ain't wanna have to fight for survival

'Cause all i got is self-disgust

Just grind me down into the dust

And fuck me up 'til it make me go bust

I ain't wanna have to fight for survival

Cause all i got is self-disgust

[Pre-Drop]

My instincts — my foes

Should I keep 'em close?

They play with me I can't ignore

My brain overdosed

Just grind me down into the dust

And fuck me up 'til make me go bust

Ain't to wanna fight for survival

Cause all i got is self-disgust

[Drop]