Released on September 6, 2024
[Verse 1]
Ay
Trees lose their green after spring
Plants wilt away and leave their own seed
Animals burrow up and sleep
Yet I'm here struggling to make it through the damn week
[Verse 2]
Romanticizing death
The reapers seems so tender sweet
Taking in the weak for eternal peace
Tearing them away from their heavy baggage
Including the ugly flesh and meat
Leaving the catacombs we call bones
[Pre-Chorus]
Better off
By myself
I need space
Ohh-ohh
Ohh-ohh
[Chorus]
I'm countin' on
My selfish doubts
To choreograph
The perfect out
[Verse 3]
You see me fallin' beneath your feet
Ya see me crawlin' away from here
I see the alter followin' me
I tried to argue, ay, but it would never help
[Pre-Chorus]
I need this time to myself
I need time to myself
[Chorus]
I'm countin' on
My selfish doubts
To choreograph
The perfect out
[Bridge]
Ay, ay, ay
Made my bed
Cleared my head
Closed my eyes
Let me rest
Fuck the help
Fuck my friends
Fuck my life
Let me end
[Pre-Chorus]
I think, I think, I think
I think I need this time to myself
I need time to myself
[Chorus]
I'm countin' on
My selfish doubts
To choreograph
The perfect out