I feel this weight dragging me under

A sinking feeling

No clue where it's coming from

Stuck in my own head, there's no escape

Maybe I’ll just rot here again

Mind and body torn apart

Too spent to even catch a single breath

Eyes shut, giving in to the pull

But there's no peace, no rest for me

Just let me sink into the dirt

No ties to any one of you, no ties to myself

I am nothing (I am nothing)

I can't make anything of this wreck

Don’t ask, don’t try, nothing's gonna fix it

It comes in waves, now the tide is up high

I witnessed its risе

With ignorant eyes

I've been hеre before

Can't get used to the cold

I'm holding my breath

Hoping to see the surface again

I don’t want to disappear for good

But I'm afraid I won’t have any say in that

Soon enough

I feel lost

Apathy is all I feel

Surrounded by the endless grey

I'll stay lost, while I'm still here

A comatose state

Apathy is all feel