[Verse 1]

Dark or light don't matter when you’re feeling like me

I could be on stage or hiding under the sheets

Come a little closer, let you catch my disease

Sick of wanting to scream, hold on

Feeling kinda freaked out, is this called insecure?

I had all the pieces, all my ducks in a row

Now I'm looking out, I don't know where I should go

What is there left to do?

Hold on

[Pre-Chorus]

I don’t really get why I'm holding on

When I really want to let go

But my brain rejects to the things I want to forget

I cannot say no

I don't understand, this seems underhand

Hell, whose side am I even on?

But my brain rejects and I can't forget

Even though I want to let go

[Pre-Chorus]

Are you even listening?

I'm sick of these feelings

They're wrapping and trapping me

They're dragging me

And I can't get free

Are you even listening?

I’m sick of these feelings

They’re grabbing and stabbing me

Changing reality

[Chorus]

Paralyzed

Fight or flight

I'm paralyzed

And out of time

And nothing’s right

But did I try?

When I'm paralyzed

Paralyzed

Fight or flight

I'm paralyzed

And out of time

And nothing's right

But did I try?

When I’m paralyzed

[Verse 2]

I am always trying

But the pieces are wrong

Never click together, never coming in strong

Stared into the mirror, left me feeling alone

I just want to go home

Hold on

[Pre-Chorus]

I don't really get

Why I'm holding on when I really want to let go

But my brain rejects to the things I want to forget

I cannot say no

I don't understand, this seems underhand

Hell, whose side am I even on?

But my brain rejects

And I can't forget

Even though I want to let go

[Pre-Chorus]

Are you even listening?

I'm sick of these feelings

They're wrapping and trapping me

They're dragging me

And I can't get free

Are you even listening?

I'm sick of these feelings

They're grabbing and stabbing me

Changing reality

[Chorus]

Paralyzed

Fight or flight

I'm paralyzed

And out of time

And nothing's right

But did I try?

When I'm paralyzed

[Chorus]

Paralyzed

Fight or flight

I'm paralyzed

And out of time

And nothing's right

But did I try?

When I'm paralyzed