[Verse 1]

These last few months in these thin walls

Blood spilt with words

I've been through it all

And I grow tired day by day

Watching all my "friends" leave me

Wish they'd just stayed

Don't know who I am anymore

I just don't wanna be ignored

Sick of it all

Cause I've changed for y'all for far too long

And all your lies roll off your tongue

I'm done just being what you want

It's clear that I do not belong

[Chorus]

I could change the way I look

I could switch the way I talk

But everything I do is not enough

Cause I'm still the same old me

I just try again and again

So I can feel like I fit in

But everything I do is not enough

Cause I'm still the same old mе

Making the same mistakes

Thеse problems, I create

Ingrained inside my brain

Falling back to my old ways

I'm tired, don't wanna let myself go any further

Cause everything I do is not enough

Cause I'm still the same old me

[Break]

[Verse 2]

My memory's faded and I've lost who I am

This piece I've painted, fragments of what was then

Let's leave it in the past

Let it decay to ash

Let it just falter away

Feel like my whole life, I've been erased

Always made me feel like I'm a waste

Wishing I could never ever wake

People switching up on me, it's hard to say

But I don't really feel a thing but apathy

Yeah every part of me is numb to pain

Everyday is just a cycle of my misery

And I hate it

Cause it's always my fault and I'm always the cause of my fall

[Chorus]

I could change the way I look

I could switch the way I talk

But everything I do is not enough

Cause I'm still the same old me

I just try again and again

So I can feel like I fit in

But everything I do is not enough

Cause I'm still the same old me

Making the same mistakes

These problems, I create

Ingrained inside my brain

Falling back to my old ways

I'm tired, don't wanna let myself go any further

Cause everything I do is not enough

Cause I'm still the same old me