apathetic - Intellectual

[Intro]

Feel alone and helpless

I paved this road with no end

Tired of playing pretend

Just wanna get out this mess

I'm not okay, I confess

These last few months, I've been stressed

I just have so much regrets

[Verse]

I've only had myself to get through all of this, it's hell

It's lonely when the ones you used to know have said, "Farewell"

Bleeding out, my eyes are open

Can't see, all my senses broken

I wish that I wasn't so hopеless

I wish that I wasn't so hopeless

[Chorus]

Nobody еven knows it, but I'm tired

I can feel killin' all of my desire

Doesn't help when all my friends don't even bother

Not a thing that I can try to make me calmer

I'm drowning in emotions down beneath

I'm grinding all my teeth

It's getting hard to breathe

So tell me, was it a waste?

Dug six feet down, no escape

Feels like I just got replaced

By someone better than me

If I left without a trace, no one would ponder

This path I'm going down, don't even wanna

Staying silent 'cause I don't want any drama

Heart is bleeding on the floor, guess that's just karma

[Verse 2]

(One, two, three)

I tried my hardest just to be there for y'all

Gave every person my all

But u still let me just fall

You stare and laugh at me when I'm at my low

Don't have to say it, I know

All that you do, yeah it shows

That I'm not welcome here

That you don't even care

Act like I'm unaware

A sight I cannot bear

I tried my best, I swear

Heart on my sleeve, I wear

Just left me in despair

You never were a friend