[Verse 1]

So beautiful and more than I could ever dream

Somehow I thought you'd see that I wasn't what I seemed

Time went by and I fell so in love with you

Leading myself to believe what wasn't the truth

[Chorus]

It feels like I fell asleep

And woke up in a nightmare

Fallen into a world of chaos

You're the reason that I'm here

When you're the only one I've dreamed of

You turned me away

Turning me into the monster I am today

[Verse 2]

I abandoned order when you broke my heart that day

It then occurred to me chaos is the only way

When all you thought of me is a beast that can't be tamed

The monster that you saw me for is the monster I became

[Chorus]

It feels like I fell asleep

And woke up in a nightmare

Fallen into a world of chaos

You're the reason that I'm here

When you're the only one I've dreamed of

You turned me away

Turning me into the monster I am today

[Drop]

[Bridge]

I am not the same

Because of what you did to me

Now I'll show you

That I've become what you thought me to be

If I can't have you then

I'll throw the world away

Only you are to blame

For turning me into the monster I am today

[Chorus]

It feels like I fell asleep

And woke up in a nightmare

Fallen into a world of chaos

You're the reason that I'm here

When you're the only one I've dreamed of

You turned me away

Turning me into the monster I am today

[Drop]