puppet brain

By autumndropsdead

Released on November 28, 2021

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[Verse 1: autumndropsdead]

You ok?

So I tell myself

Don't die on me

Don't lie to me

I lie here, ask how I'm doing

Words out my mouth

Is it trash that I'm spewing?

I deserve hell for every wrongdoing

You sewed up my heart

Just after I skewed it

Hate when anybody talk to me

There's not a lot to me

I'm just distraught and weak

There's so much to do in the day (Day)

What do I have to do to make you stay (Stay)

How does this world expect me to keep going

When all that I have are deplеting emotions

And all that I am is pathetic and hopelеss

And all that I ask, and all that I ask is to leave

I'm begging please

I'm falling down

Whenever you leave

Don't make a sound

Don't even breathe

I finished counting all my steps

A cliff they lead


[Verse 2: sleepwater]

I'll be ready, drowning

Heart beat too fast; anxiety

In my hollow frame

Lost cause, puppet brain

Spewing my heart

Over a fire; got dark

Will you be my ember

Stuck in a cauldron

Do you remember when I was holding

Your achy arms I was all upon it

You got my clothes but

You could of stopped it

Sorry for the vacancy I wish I locked

It was a fucking job to you

I wish I stopped it


[Bridge: autumndropsdead]

Lawless; aching doesn't stop

Isn't this what I wanted from you

I'm so awful


[Verse 3: sleepwater]

Don't make a sound, don't make a scene

Filling my lungs with nicotine

Oh damn you're the one that I'll ever need

Damn you're the one that just let me be


[Verse 4: autumndropsdead]

Let me be

Don't really know why you like me

Are you just starving

For someone's pysche?

I can hear the hounds

Yeah they're howling in the darkness

Wonder what they found

Either molly or a carcass


[Verse 5: sleepwater]

I'm prowling in the twilight

Everything you say now it's a delight

Maybe you're an angel in disguise

Fucking up my psyche, cutting all my ties


[Verse 6: autumndropsdead]

I cannot talk for long

There's somewhere I gotta be

The green of the forest it calls

Yeah I got a date with the-

I got a date with the trees

Tell me who I am

And who I'm supposed to be

Won't be here for long

Bitemarks made with teeth

The frostwalker it crawls

Arriving at your feet