[Verse 1]

Can't tell if the room's getting big or if I'm just small

'Cause it only takes a second to fall

I crawl into bed when the sun starts to rise

I simply can't handle the smoke and the smog

My ribs are transparent must be malnutrition

I feel so decrepit, I'm clearly indifferent

Yet heaving persistence with every decision

The outcome is rigid

Mortality hates that there is an end

To everything we wanna protect

Blue screens emulatе when I was a kid

Nothing would phase me

Savе me once again

[Verse 2]

Verbally gone, no, I don't wanna talk

Deteriorate what I ate till I rot

It takes up a lot, my energy's shot

Take in the scent of a bird that was caught

It's leading me home

Mentally not or physically there

I continue to trot, I'm walking on air, mentality rose

But then I wake up to find out I'm alone

Shadows approach as they rip me apart from my desk

All they had wanted was means to an end

But I sense dishonesty filling their heads

You don't know grief till it's conquered your chest

I'm still not impressed, seventeen and counting

Oh please, I digress from everyone around me

I'll tear me to shreds, fed up with the scowling

I'm a rodent, the fox it is prowling

It was so different long ago

I can't get rid of this vertigo

But honest to god, who would've known

That being hurt feels like home

I wonder, maybe, there's a chance that

We can go back to way before, you know?

[Outro]

Endow me, endow me

And I'll be all your hatred

Endow me, endow me

Endow me in all your hatred