collapse

By autumndropsdead

Released on August 6, 2023

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[Intro]

You left (You left)

I crashed (I crashed)

Now all we ever had is in the past

(It's all in the past)

I'll stay (Away)

Detached (From that)

Until the very moment I collapse


[Chorus]

Something ain't feeling too right

Losing my sight bloodshot irises

The people I love ain't alike

Give it some time, maybe my view will shift

It's always whenever you're right, they put up a fight

But I couldn't give a shit

Hammered down any spite, bring out the knife

Lying outside again


[Verse]

And my notes are filled with solutions

That you might considеr delusion

The old me is buriеd in ruins

The present me is just a loose end

Turned off the phone for monochrome daydreams

'Cause I don't give a shit if I'm wavy

I mean look at what happened to Davy

Making a point to you's crazy

Crissin' it 'cross like an apple, how tasty

Stuck in a drench, while I'm soaking in sweat

More or less I'm expecting nobody to save me

Pokémon quest on the blue 2DS

Nowadays I'm a wreck, and I stench what I'm craving

Heart full of rust

When the musk fermentates in my chest you can leave what you're hating

I got a pain in my neck, can't stretch it

The hurt in my voice can't be heard over message

So let's make a break where we got no connections

Only direction, never perfection

When I talk to the sky, it'll always rain hail

Bulimia fucking me up 'til I'm well

"The truth doesn't sell"

Leave me for dead with the dread in my head and no breath to inhale

004, blunt force on the baby

There ain't a lure with the potent to save me

Getting by as a passer-by

Keeping lowered eyes, I'm already hazy

Not that I'm lazy

Just marinating in lost time they never gave me

I'm short on breath, should I recollect

Or detach, while I'm still straining

I hate that when I fall back into relapse

It's me I'm saving

What a nuisance, when I do this

You're clueless about what I'm saying

So deuces, 'cause few stick when the roof lifts

I'm sick of waiting

Got mucus on my blue lips

From fucked shit I feel on the daily


[Chorus]

Something ain't feeling too right

Losing my sight bloodshot irises

The people I love ain't alike

Give it some time, maybe my view will shift

It's always whenever you're right, they put up a fight

Why should I give a shit?

Hammered down any spite, brought in the knife

I wanna die again


[Outro]

My heart's open

Why is my heart open?

Quick, gotta close it

Quick, gotta close it