Hovering at Halfway - Intellectual

[Verse 1]

My sense of purpose is gone completely at times

You could say things have gone completely wrong

But I'll still live my life like I have nothing to hide

I'll remember the days when I could make up my mind

I'm just saying this once here to realize

That I needed this one year to realign

And then the streetlights flickered and went out

It's starting to bring me down

And the clock on the wall strikes 12, ending another day

I'm bruisеd, I blame myself, but I still feel the samе

I wanna look back and be proud out in the pouring rain

No, I won’t let the world pass me by

What's the use of being hopeless and cynical

Like anything, it’s so superficial

When every day's in your way but you're acting fine

When people change the world but I'm just on for the ride

I'm just saying this once here to realize

That I needed this one year to realign

And then the streetlights flickered and went out

It's starting to bring me down

And the clock on the wall strikes 12, ending another day

I'm bruised, I blame myself, but I still feel the same

I wanna look back and be proud out in the pouring rain

And I won't let it pass

Here I am once again, hovering at halfway

Who am I? Will I ever discover my place

When it feels like a dream will I find I'm awake

So I don't let the world pass me by