[Verse 1: Austin Rapbaum]

Let me out of my mind yeah I’m trapped in a box

Stuck and confined by this cage and this lock

Going crazy mental fading a lot

Someone aid me I need saving from my

Own self, no help

Rap game, Michael Phelps

I’m swimming in her

And my conjecture

Is that I’ll brake after this elixir

I said, do you get the picture

When you get the mixture

Double cup of liquor

Plus a couple swishers

Think I’m such a spinster

(Something more sinister)

I’ll probably end up in the dirt

Self-medication is a statement

Of my mental state and that it’s breaking

I’m feeling vacant in my brain man

Guess I’m saying that I’m paving

A path

To my own destruction

It doesn’t matter what the function

Cause I always got a substance

And it’s gonna get me bumping

Or at least get me something

More than nothing

Asking how did I get sucked in

Was above it now I couldn’t put enough in

Must be cause the drugs got a suction

It sucks man to witness your own corruption

But I’m blunted

[HOOK]

Always thought I wanted to let go

Now I don’t know how to take hold

(I’m slippin)

Often wonder if I’ve lost control

If so it’s too late though

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[Verse 2: Austin Rapbaum]

I could always take another drink man

What you thinking

If it’s swim or sink then

I’ll be clinging

Never be the weakest link in

All the clinking

Like the glass that breaks from the singing

So I’ll be downing these drinks all night

And I’ll be drowning in gin and Sprite

Find me soaring like I’m in flight

Eyes wide open like I’ve seen the light

Ain’t a fiend alright I just need these like

I’m diseased so appease what I plead in spite

Of your beliefs pre conceived they may be imprecise

Leave me be to believe that I’ll be alright

Even if I’m not probably shouldn’t stop

Cause I brag a lot and I don’t flip flop

Plus my brains on mute due to this brew

Look the same but review my screws is loose

EVEN THOUGH HE’S TRASHED

He’s still rockin it x7

Damn right I’m still rocking it

And I’m not stopping bitch

Tell me what my options is

Then we’re moving on from this

Forget what obnoxious is

Every time I’m on the shit

Me and my conglomerates

Cease for lost consciousness

[Hook]

Always thought I wanted to let go

Now I don’t know how to take hold

(I’m slippin)

Often wonder if I’ve lost control

If so it’s too late though

3x