Released on July 29, 2023

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[Verse 1]

I was used to being gifted

Had that juice since I was infant

Made my expectations more fiction

I wasn′t used to no friction

School it always came easy for me

Till after my first suspension

No throwing fists as the golden child

Was transferred out in an instant

Quickly tested my fitness

Now I'm surrounded by geniuses

All my efforts seem listless

Cause I′m no longer exceeding this

The first time I felt like I was drowning

That point forward was treading water

Why in the midst of my abounding

They ain’t talk bout life getting harder

We all got dreams bout making it

Lack of resistance just means you faking it

Pop say can't be scared of failing

Wow an uncomfortable statement

Can′t win if ain′t no risk

But I'm still I′m cantankerous

I’m used to being great so why my greatness seem to be amiss


[Hook]

I′m spoiled (you spoiled)

Rotten

If I don't feel in place then I just go

You spoiled (you spoiled)

Rotten

Why can′t I just get my way, I've been spoiled

You spoiled (you spoiled)

Rotten

If I don't feel in place then I just go

You spoiled (you spoiled)

Rotten

Why can′t I just get my way, I′ve been spoiled


[Verse 2]

I was used to being gifted

Had that juice since I was infant

Made my expectations more fiction

I wasn't used to no friction

Used to start all my mornings

Watching news with granny in the kitchen

She would sit and drink coffee

Let me talk she just listened

Helped me build up my diction

Know how to talk to the grown folks

Oh that boy so articulate

It helped me get what I want so

I was a silver spoon

Silver tongued

Skilled savant

And that translated to songs

Plus it kept me out of harm

I ain′t never had to argue much

Always could get my point across

So when confrontation came

It always ended in a sudden loss

Always came at a sullen cost

Losing friends

No resolve

Cause instead of facing my discomfort

I'd rather cut it off


[Hook]

I′m spoiled (you spoiled)

Rotten

If I don't feel in place then I just go

You spoiled (you spoiled)

Rotten

Why can′t I just get my way, I've been spoiled


[Bridge]

Why can’t I just have my way

Swear it′s not fair just hide my face

Either leave or go by what I say

If not just know that I won′t stay


[Outro]

Ausar, stop playing with me

You probably got your phone right in your hand

And you typing out some lyrics or something in your notes

You need to answer the phone

That’s really crazy

Um, I even forgot what I was calling you for

I thought if I called you I would remember

I don′t even know what I want

But answer my calls

And don't use this in no song

Alright, goodbye