Hive

By AUSAR

Released on October 20, 2020

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[Ausar]

(Yo, yo, yo)

Lately I been thinking

That me thinking been the problem all along

Autopilot I’m not driving I’m just riding staying calm

Ive been searching for the meaning of it all

I my best foot forward to step in the name of love

Sometimes feel my circadian rhythm sorta arrhythmic

I know my heart beat different than most

I keep emotions suppressed

I’m jazz stepping through life

Conflict a lot to ingest

So when life become a riddle need a Ritalin fix

Attention deficits in details hypersensitive subjects in my train of thought I derail don’t ask for my destination

Focused on preservation

Inhalation inhibitеd

Got a habit of holding my tongue holding my breath engulfing my lungs till it’s too much to barе Bury the hatchet and hack in despair

I don’t believe in happenstances aware that all that happens just not up in the air

I’m a summation of my efforts and cares

My preparations trepidation and fears

Lately I been thinking

That me thinking been the problem all along

Autopilot I’m not driving I’m just riding staying calm

Ive been searching for the meaning of it all

Almost 3 years out from the growth I once preached about

More songs in the vault than inside my catalog

I feel a transition coming I been preparing for it

Scary thing is I don’t think I’ll ever be ready for what’s in store

It’s a sentimental feeling tryna cherish the time that I have

I used to be concerned about making it

Now I feel success is innate and awaiting

Yields on return of my effort effortless I effervesce in my incubation

Intimidated by nothing

My demons cower at my glare alone

I reek of favor in my pheromones

No longer timid I announce my entry in to rooms in baritone as long as God got me know I’m not alone

I’m back home now

The team been moving in unison

Through whatever test us

They say that death come in threes and the enemy working triple time yet somehow we’ve avoided stretchers

Push the pressure like a triangle offense

We just keeping the ball rolling along

Times been rough but we grew accustomed we moving tougher

If it’s 2 for flinching I want 10 for thoughts of being flustered

I won’t budge long as long as I got breath I can muster

At a point where this not even for me

This for Will this for Ro this for y’all this for hope

For my aunt

Who I promised a crib in 04 and as young as I was still know my words set in stone

Doubts atoned I’m back in form relentless

This ascension see y’all when the tape is finished David


[Outro]

So, what do you know about honeybees