Released on September 25, 2020

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[Verse]

I concede that I won't make it tonight

You see, this life is rife with the cause

To fake a face that I don't even see:

A face I don't know


[Pre-Chorus]

Here I go again

Looking for something to keep me sane

Two vicious ghosts haunting me

Saying I chose them


[Chorus]

I'm gazing at what remains

Going backwards in different ways

Go away. Go away

Was moving forward, but not today

Feel it all

Coming down


[Verse]

Here I lay and wake, and see the nightmare's real

To feel, to laugh: the dust left behind

So I just stared at all the ways to go

To fly... I don't know


[Pre-Chorus]

There I go again

Waiting for inspiration to stem the loss

That I made, could've stayed

Moving forward's not the same


[Chorus]

I'm letting go, keeping still

Losing meaning with every day

Wishing your hand will show

To stop mine from this feeling

But it never does, I know it won't

This must be what you have felt

It poisons me and now I see