I'm sick of rappers

My note pad been takin' prophylactics

I'm sick of acting

Opaque as if nothing really matters

I'm sick of asking

If i went what would've happened

Convinced it ain't worth the hassle

Like I'll just land in my castle right?

I'm sick of bad advice and won't take my own

I sit up after night with pads

And write these neat little poems

Get each of the moments to sit tight so they have a nice home

I'm sick of actin like home is a place that I've never known

'Cause all along Mom and Dad just want me to grow

And I didn't know it at the time

But see they know that you won't (That's real)

See, we the type of folk that got a different kind of dialect

I promise when you find this you'll sub track like minuses

Can you find a sec to like this shit

I'm chillin' with Midas while the pious poppin' percocets

Or at least the so-called, self titled, hell's rivals

The sickening faux cause, to say they know god

But never upheld the Bible

Lookin' for good looks

Got none now they bookin'

Lookin' good to a non believer though

These demons is shooken'

I felt crooked

Got better posture now

Posted up and boxed em out

See most of y'all act hopeless

Or walk around with ya pockets out

I'm sick of the sadness

Sick of throwin away my assets

Sick of leaving my happiness up to someone else's actions

'Cause that shit got me to the lowest lows I've ever felt

And now I'm higher than ever because I learned to know myself

And i love that dude

But i used to say fuck that dude

'Causei was that dude

Just always doin' nothing new

So i tried to switch a bit

Change it up and get rid of it

I used to be sick of myself until I just got sick of it

I kept the bars rationed, now i got strep throat

I was dreaming bout the top my homie told me let's go

We went to Colorado and climbed a couple of mountains

After driving for hours shit rejuvenated my prowess

Nature's got powers, and I believe that fully

Came in contact with her out there

And this is what she said to me

If you pushing I'm pulling

Ain't got no time for no fooling

All of your scars are like gullies

To show you what you're enduring

You're weathered but you're still doing

Now you can tell them your stories

You got the strength to keep going

And that outweighs all your worries

I mean this waters the healing component

Shouts out to Mick

It breaks you down to rebuild you

So you can say you have lived

Like i am here

And i am this

I am that which exists

I am cemented in time

And I embrace the abyss

I live my life through these rhymes

Lines, the scribbles and scripts

I tend to shine when the vibes right

And that's how it is, shit

[THIAGO]

It's about that time

The rays intersect with the dial

Yeah I'm sunnin' em like, RA

Blessed be the child

Inhaling breath of the wild when the rules high

Breakin' parameters we shatter what they call the blue sky

Nothin' is funny but, way too many lols in conversations

Speakin' with god, way too many lulls in conversations

My chalice is never half full but half vacant

You saw, so don't get chained when you adjacent

I don't play games, not for em like fraggednation

Those who make the most moves tend to lack patience

Wanting to make a splash

What am i wading in the water for?

Hesitant order, tell the waiter let the water pour

Twirl my straw round and get seasick

Don't see the big pitcher, i see each sip

With each scripture written

I break it down to the prefix

It's in my double helix

Naturally