They tore part of my life

I was trying to forget

I've been dying to forget about my past

All the memories that I hated

Were brought back in a flash

This subconscious being came to life

Began to form

Trapped in this body I need freedom

This unaware spirit blocks

Strength of my sorrow, break through this soul

Everything's normal I'm living my usual routine

But something haunts me deep within

I feel as if someone is trying

To tear me from inside

Internal energy

Abnormal fluctuation

Why can't my seven seals protect me from this inner

In desperation fighting over

Hesitation this damnation filling me

Step by step starts to convince me to fulfill revenge

Internal energy

Abnormal fluctuation

Why can't my seven seals protect me from this

Inner hate?

And I

Feel like I

Will soon give in

To my dark side

Why can't we keep on living our lives today?

Isn't it easier to choose forgiveness and walk away?

I understand what we've been through and they had no right

This could happen to someone else if I don't act so

We will prevent this from happening again

Now that we're one how will we proceed?

Why don't you step back? let me do the nasty stuff

I won't step back it could end up in a blood bath

Don't wuss out on me right now

I want to do this but this is not revenge

I agree but we can't let this chance to stop them slip away

I will trust you, you are part of me you can't be that bad

Listen to your inner compass

I won't let myself be driven by hate

All I want to do is liberate myself

They will tear no more lives

I was running down the stairs

While the carpet dyed on red

Bloody night

All the promises I made

All were broken in a flash

At the end I was driven by rage

Began the slaughter

Ashes to ashes and so my soul

Will vanish after the storm

The strength of my sorrow fulfilled my goal

I know what I let happen was totally wrong

And it was completely unexpected to feel as light as a feather after I did what I did

And I won't deny it

Deep down inside I know it was the right thing to do

But I won't forgive myself

Until I feel, that I have done enough to atone for my sins

I expect from me

Turning into someone strong enough

To fight their inner hate

To avoid the need of revenge like I couldn't