[Intro]

Hello brand new world

I can't speak I'm choked up

Stuttering through school

Loneliness closing in

Felt like destiny

To never find my place

Marketing Monday

Well there's my new home

[Pre-Chorus]

All these thoughts racing through my head

I can't hear what you've been saying

Too scared to see the path ahead

But you're still pushing me gently

[Chorus]

I swear I didn't belong

You said that wasn't true

I'm here today because of you

I'm here today because of you

[Verse 1]

Window looking in

It's feeling really cold from the outside

Trynna get a glimpse

Not a single ray from the bright side

All these places I have been

Haven't fixed the holes from my insides

Isolated like a ghost

Yeah I feel it ripping at my soul

[Verse 2]

Met you at the cult

Hoping that you'd make me whole

Remember when you'd make me an eggroll

Born without purpose every step I'm feeling nervous

If I hide my true identity they can't hurt us

[Pre-Chorus]

All these thoughts racing through my head

I can't hear what you've been saying

Too scared to see the path ahead

But you're still pushing me gently

[Chorus]

I swear I didn't belong

You said that wasn't true

I'm here today because of you

I'm here today because of you

[Bridge]

Time that defines me, identity that binds me

Blinding speeds, fucked up, blinding lights that only I see

Night by night, I screamed louder, is it frightening

Or something my mind so strongly that I believed

[Outro]

The idea that I'd be better off dying

Lifeless lies and loveless rhymes

We tell ourselves to reduce it to just demise

A realization of what the ACULt defied

And suddenly it's all alright

It all just fine

I feel light

I feel so-