[Chorus]
God, if you up in the sky
Why or why do I just wanna die
Why or why do I picture my death every time I close my eyes
Why or why you make me live this lie
Please or please show me the truth
Finna take a noose, finna make my soul take flight right up inside this booth, yeah
God, if you up in the sky
Why or why do I just wanna die
Why or why do I picture my death every time I close my eyes
Why or why you make me live this lie
Please or please show me the truth
Finna take a noose, finna make my soul take flight right up inside this booth, yeah (Aye)
[Verse]
Look up to the sky
Ask god why did he put me on this Earth if I'm just gonna die
Standing here grinding when I watch birds fly, not just guess why
Why these words wing down my shoulders
Can't seem to keep my composure as I'm getting older
Realize this life ain't meant for me
Realize I want to take that clip and unfold
Let my stories be known to the words that been told
My therapist be this microphone, tell it everything I know
Everything I feel, every way I wanna kill
Fake MCs claiming to be real, but he gripping on steel
Feel no man, I just aim for your fucking heel
Everyday I'm feeling death, to my stress on my soul, compress
Hard to progress when you feel emptiness
Hard to progress when you care less and less
Out with your first success
SOS, heart beating to my chest, self pity I'm upset
My life a mess, I'ma 'bout to train so no one stop left
Maybe then I'll be at heaven gate chilling on the steps
God wouldn't take me in, but the devils took me instead, real shit (Real shit)
[Chorus]
God, if you up in the sky
Why or why do I just wanna die
Why or why do I picture my death every time I close my eyes
Why or why you make me live this lie
Please or please show me the truth
Finna take a noose, finna make my soul take flight right up inside this booth, yeah
God, if you up in the sky
Why or why do I just wanna die
Why or why do I picture my death every time I close my eyes
Why or why you make me live this lie
Please or please show me the truth
Finna take a noose, finna make my soul take flight right up inside this booth, yeah