[Chorus]

I'm in a trance (Yuh)

Doing drugs with my friends it's a mess (Yuh)

Smokin' since 14 and now messed up

Now I'm just another fuck up (Fuck up, fuck up)

[Verse 1]

What? How the fuck did I get here

I don't deserve this, this is feeling like a nightmare

I'm scared, my mouth has no air

Gay at the same time and everything's just a glare (Yea)

And I have no words, eyes waking up, just getting out from a blur

Sad because there's no one to comfort

Drugs are my obsession, this is fucking absurd

Life is a pain because life is full of jerks

Love is my need but everyone left a slur

Fuck everyone, since they want me to deter

Family with molly is the only mom I prefer

[Pre-Chorus]

I don't wanna feel this

With pain in my heart, I don't wanna to exist

[Chorus]

I'm in a trance (Yuh)

Doing drugs with my friends it's a mess (Yuh)

Smokin since 14 and now messed up

Now I'm just another fuck up (Fuck up, fuck up)

I'm in a trance (Yuh)

Doing drugs with my friends it's a mess (Yuh)

Smokin' since 14 and now messed up

Now I'm just another fuck up (Fuck up, fuck up)

[Verse 2]

Now I'm drowning in my tears

Haven't found life in 20 damn years

No girl I love would want me here

Just give me a chance, do you see me begging right here

And now I fucked this whore

Had to kick her out, with her so sore

But not as my bad my heart

Wanna kill myself, but it's so damn hard

I wanna do over, I want my birth to restart (Ye)

[Pre-Chorus]

I don't wanna feel this

With pain in my heart, I don't wanna to exist

[Chorus]

I'm in a trance (Yuh)

Doing drugs with my friends it's a mess (Yuh)

Smokin' since 14 and now messed up

Now I'm just another fuck up (Fuck up, fuck up)

[Outro]

Now I'm in my end, can't believe I'm here (Yuh)

Finally, at rest, I'm already at tears (Yuh)

Finally, I could restart, with my family (Yuh)

Now I could say, fuck you to my friends (Yuh)