DEMONstrate

By ATOM Petrify

Released on April 5, 2022

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[Intro:]

(I will show you where i made my move)

(Whilst preparing to bring Justice)

(Then i will break you)


[Verse 1: Mr. Marshal]

When I look at the way that I have ended up

Got a book full of shame and it is weighing tough

Always been so afraid of what remains - it sucks

But I can't seem to tame all this rage

Enough

To keep myself sane, all these thoughts in my brain

Got me caught up in chains

I'm in knots with this pain

I am not same - I forgot my name

I forgot who I am , now I'm trapped - encaged

I would pray to God, but I'm owned by the devil

No fishing rod could pull me up from this level

All my sins at cost are worth more than treble

I've been here so long I've begun to revel

In all this shit, I tried to climb

But I always hit a steep decline

I'm stuck inside these walls of mine

That I built myself so that I can hide (now)

A prison well-built like I built a well

To act like a shield to conceal myself

Coz if it revealed , you would feel the hell

Of the shit I wield - it wheels itself

If I let that shit go , like I did before

Hurt the people that I really cared for

I never meant it , but I really went hard

Now I'm feeling like I should repent (argh!)

Used my own words to inflict the harm

But then I learnt that my words can scar

So then I used them to make a pass

I'll never forget - I made her paint her arm

The only thing that I fear is me

The way I used to be

I'm too scared to breathe

Was this meant to be?

All this angoy - that I caused

It haunts and taunts at me


[Verse 2: ATOM Petrify]

They wanna flood my mind but am subsisting this threatening

As they persisting and untwisting

Is this my destiny?

I'll continue to dwell on this agony and felony consisting in my mind

There's a war existing, it's been existing since i was born; pre-existing

I show no emotions, am no emoji

You would never try me if you knew me and my eulogy

Am difficult what the hell is chemistry and biology

Fuck your discography, i don't know 'bout your biography

I'll blow your mind; Gaddafi


[Verse 3: Mr. Marshal]

To walk alone coz that's all I know

Friendships - I close til hell is froze

That's how it goes - I've become a ghost

To keep me in check with this road I chose

I'm sick to death but man - I don't know

How long I can keep this animal

From reaching out and taking full control

But I'm still here trying to fill the hole

Sometimes I wish that I just would die

Coz I know that would kill what is burrired inside

Some people say I'm ill - but they dunno what I hide

No amount of these pills could bring peace to my mind

I know they try , but I hate my life

I need a sign , someone tell me why

Was I born like this? Is my life a lie?

To these demons of mine I wanna say goodbye


[Verse 4: ATOM Petrify]

To these demons of mine i wanna say goodbye

Even when they try they still gonna die cause I'm Petrify

Am gonna fly so high that these demons will be forced to cry

I fear no fear cause i myself is fear

Life ain't fair, can you see the darkness?

Am stepping outta blackness, I'm made of black just like I'm Guiness

I stand with my sword, i beat demons they immature

I may lose form sometimes like Iheanacho

But I'll get up to my feet cause am sure I'll be the best in what i do like Luke Shaw

Amma super striker call me North Shaw

ATOM Petrify, you wanna beat me am not sure

You gonna die, yeah am very sure


[Verse 5: Mr. Marshal]

To be a better man , but I know I can't

It's a constant battle between should and shan't

I fight the light and the fight the dark

I'm neither Jedi or a Darth

I'm right beneath where I hit the mark

I grit my teeth and I try so hard

So I can be me and leave the past

But this shit won't leave so I have to mask

They say good men have too many rules

But true good men don't need them at all

So why is it that I have so many installed?

You best keep guessing - you're bunch of fools

Underestimating all these cards that I'm playing

It keeps you all swaying from making a move

I always stay training - even if it's raining

I will still be taking my Nike shoes


[Verse 6: ATOM Petrify]

They said health is wealth, you better run along or I'll feed on your soul in stealth

Am a son of God, but it's in hell i dwellth with this demons

Look to the future what you see?; Armaggedon

Am sour to taste just like a lemon, understand the sermon

Voices in my head saying they gonna stop me, i told them make me

Cause I'm hot like a bakery, am not sweet am not sugary

Do they even have the bravery to come to my sight?

I'll melt them inspite their body is silvery

Kill on sight like a machinery

I rule my own kingdom fuck your democracy

Red black white this ain't about your ethnicity

It's about fidelity to the society and community, right now even if I'm 90

Are you ready for the fighting?

Can you fight me?

As i struck you like a lighting

Wanna show you something, no need you don't know nothing

Am mighty, call me Randy Orton

Wandered to LA., and to Bolton, now am boasting and boosting

Let me demonstrate as i navigate straight on this highway

Am gonna win this race both home and on fucking away

If you wanna try me I'll feed on your soul and take your soul away

ATOM Petrify, can you listen to Enya and sail away

That is what all this niggas say

I don't give a fuck about what they say

Have been popping all this pills and alizay

Can you hear what i say?


[Outro; ATOM Petrify]

(I just wanna demon-strate)

(ATOM Petrify, Mr. Marshal)

(Cause Chaos)

(Haha)