Verse 1 :

What am I doing in this place tonight?

I should have surrendered to sleep's quiet light

But here’s a drink, and a chance to see

Some faces I hope you'll like—just like me

I swear, an hour, and we’ll be gone, you’ll see

But first, let me fetch another—

While you simply say hello

Yes, just say hello

Verse 2 :

I grip my glass like a lifeline, tight

My smile stretches, forced, under artificial light

Voices too loud, eyes too bright

Brеath comes heavy, the room takеs flight

Fingers press my shoulders, nameless and cold

I’m swaying now, unraveling my hold

And here I go again—

Here I go

Bridge 1 :

I tumble into strangers, lost in the haze

A childlike stare meets Heaven’s gaze

On bended knee, I’ve known this prayer

But my focus dissolves—I’m lost down there

Eyes fixed on the floor—

Just the floor, nothing more

Verse 3 :

Laughter spills like a wounded beast's cry

Blood on my hands, thoughts awry

A retching gasp pulls me back for more

I stagger, screaming, collapsing once more

Now flat on my back, lies twist with light

Colors and music assault my sight

And here I go again—

Here I go

Bridge 2 :

I laugh, I leap, I sing, and I spin

Circles of chaos, a dance within

Who am I here, and what’s this game?

Why does this rhythm keep calling my name?

Pour it down, drown it out—

The rain inside floods all doubt

And the rain falls hard, relentless, wild—

It echoes the storm within the child

Verse 4 :

I can’t take what I’ve become tonight

The shell of a soul, numb to the fight

My feet move forward, my mouth forms lies

"I love you to death," as the truth slowly dies

Every smile I wear, every charade I play

Each sip I take, each word I say—

They hollow me out; I’m tired and worn

The rain pours harder—my heart is torn

Outro :

And the rain falls hard, a merciless tide

It drowns the fire I once held inside

Yes, the rain comes down, relentless and wide—

That’s how I feel inside