I can no longer deny or disavow that there is a part of me that is a part of it; A process

Regenerated by process. Reciprocating godhead apparatus

No longer deny or disavow a part of me is part of process regenerated by process

Reciprocating godhead apparatus that never ends

A grip that wrenches and discards threadbare

There is a part of me that is a part of it

A piece of that which I abhor