I’m Broken - Intellectual

[Verse 1]

Went to Thailand and all I got was this lousy t-shirt

Went to Thailand and all I got was a broken bone

Broken kneecap, broken heart, broken spirit's all I got

Broken knee, broken heart, I'm so fucking broken

I'm gonna get well, don't wanna get well

I'm gonna stay sad, don't wanna be sad

Can't get out of bed, won't get out of bed

Gonna drop these meds, wish that I was

Don't wanna get well, I'm gonna get well

Don't wanna be sad, I'm gonna stay sad

Won't get out of bed, demons in my head

Wish that I was dead, gonna drop these meds

I can't even touch myself, I'm a fucking mess

And my pussy might be dead, I'm a derelict

Drink my beers, smoke cigarettes, books on serial killers

I'm a fuck up, I'm screwed up, I am broken

Broken, swollen, forgotten, broken, I'm broken

Damaged, stolen poems broken

Frozen, chosen omens, broken, I'm broken

Gilded cage, dead zone, broken, I'm so broken

Went to Thailand and all I got was a broken kneecap

Lost my sex-drive, all of that, I can't even think straight

My friend holly told me that I should make a record

Writing music from my bed, 'cause I don't want end up

End up, end up, end up

I'm gonna get well, don't wanna get well