[Verse 1]

Typical of me to go and ruin the party

Everybody says they love me, but I'm still broken-hearted

They call me Polly Pessimism, I'm a macabre Barbie

(I love you)

[Pre-Chorus]

My boyfriend wants to love me, but I won't let him

I've been predisposed to trauma since I was eleven

So I wrote a couple albums to let out some aggression

I hate that I'm so

Self-deprecating

More comfortable in bad situations

Sucker for a little devastation

And this always happens

[Chorus]

Panic attacks in paradise

Piña coladas, I'm terrified

I swear I'm not crying, the sun's just bright

I'm having the best time of my life

Panic attacks in paradise

Hyperventilating under candy skies

Telling myself that this is fine

I'm having the best time of my life

[Verse 2]

It's a big joke

Ha-ha, I love laughin'

It's a big hoax

You're self-help happy

'Cause I'm okay

I'm pure propane

On an open flame

Watch me blow up

[Pre-Chorus]

My boyfriend wants to love me, but I won't let him

I've been predisposed to trauma since I was eleven

So I wrote a couple albums to let out some aggression

I hate that I'm so

Self-deprecating

More comfortable in bad situations

Sucker for a little devastation

And this always happens

[Chorus]

Panic attacks in paradise

Piña coladas, I'm terrified

I swear I'm not crying, the sun's just bright

I'm having the best time of my life

Panic attacks in paradise

Hyperventilating under candy skies

Telling myself that this is fine

I'm having the best time of my life