[Verse 1]
I miss the days of old, when all that glittered was gold
Summer to winter to fall, out I would go, and play in the cold
Drinking water from a hose, looking back, I know it was gross
I still wouldn't change any of it though, in fact I'd do it some mo'
Now all the color has faded, nature looks desaturated
Now I'm winter, cold and jaded, and I'm going through changes
Wish I would've appreciated those days when I made em
Guess it is really true the sayin, you don't know what you've lost till you waste it
Maybe that's why I'm still holding onto everything that I had wrote then
Its almost like it's a token, reminding me of when I was hopin
Back bеfore I got so broken, fore thе world chewed me up in its throat and
Spit me out as the man I am, hopeless, they took my happiness and then they broke it
And I'm not the only one, most of my peers have a similar story
Is this what we label maturing, realizing everything's rooted in hurting?
And I know that I'm still sorting it out, what path to take, where'm I turning
But there's no way I can forsee it so I'ma try my best not to worry
[Chorus]
I miss when it was simplistic
Back when nothing felt this twisted
I miss when it was simplistic
Back when pain never existed
[Verse 2]
I still sometimes reminisce, I look at my old drawings, shit
This really is making me miss all of the times that I had as a kid
Though my childhood was a mess, somehow still there's a feeling of bliss
When I think back then I wish, that I could relive it again
Though I lose myself in my dreams, I have to snap back to reality
Look around me, what do I see, remnants of when I lived happily
Things aren't as bad as they seem, everything's worse as a teen
I wanna go back to sleep, and wake up again when I'm finally free
And I have my own place, getting through high school is feeling a waste
I'm so tired of the wait, wanna get up and get out and escape
Only so much I can take, keep adding pressure and soon I'ma break
Freedoms a long ways away, but it'll be worth it to see my kid's face
The reason I'll never give up, it comes from genuine love
For the girl that I trust more than I trust any damn God up above
Though things right now are tough, and the way I was raised was rough
I'ma look back on this track when I'm watching my children grow up
[Chorus]
I miss when it was simplistic
Back when nothing felt this twisted
I miss when it was simplistic
Back when pain never existed