A mist enshrouds my body

Insulating self illusions

A sudden disconnect

From willful ignorance

I wander aimlessly

Under grey skies

Submerging into

My most inner laments

The sight of blood overwhelms me

Seeping from my hands to the dirt

Ideals are vanishing before me

Into a void far out of reach

Becoming self aware

Regretting everything

Dysphoria overtakes me

Regression spirals

In solace, I dream infinitely

Landscapes dissolve around me

Merging into a shrine of loss

Frailness becomes apparent

Collapsing under weight

Celestial signs appear

Moonlight illuminating

The deepest depths

Of the grieving world I left behind

In solace, I dream infinitely

Of the grieving world I left behind

In shame, dreams become waste

Carve my epitaph here