Difficult

By Ascidzz

Released on November 13, 2016

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Always saw this would happen

All the time that elapsed, it sucks we're at adolescence

More than half of my infancy has been trashed by the mess that

Made me masochistic, the crash reminisced 9/11

Ultimately I am aware that I needed your presence

But for now just forget it

I'm not about to make another track beating a dead bitch

I mean regardless my notebook is filled with rejected heretic

But it's ignorance and negligence that prevents them from getting it

The lame man needs an explanation

As time progresses the slider brings you more to opaqueness

But it's all in your faces

This ain't about interpretations

It's about taking a moment to accept what your fate is

The people you think have your best interest have proven they don't

If you expect them to protect you

Here's a spoiler, they won't

You must fend for yourself

Shit that's all you've been doing

Taught to be a slave from the corruption in schooling

They don't teach you money management

They hope parents will handle it

But nope most of them just as damaged, they ain't get a pamphlet, no one did

Even the slowest kid the people take advantage

And the parents ram it into their heads

Fake a handicap, they sympathize more if you play dead

Keep on stealing from the people trying to make it instead

Of working for it, hurt them for it, had to give most of their earnings for it

Why is it you have them yearning for it

Hope you learning boy it's


[Chorus]

Difficult I know

I once tread this road

Can somebody tell me what's going on

Say be a team about it

But never be real about it

So when you call me your friend what are you really meaning by it

I love to be challenged, my tolerance is what keeps me behind it

Meanwhile you lie and cheat and don't think I don't see you hiding

I've been more than straightforward ain't no way to deny it

More people choose to react than ask what I'm meaning by it

They wait til I drop a single and Rap Genius deciphers it

Then deem it fire script it's a retardation apocalypse

I can find your opposition, modify their propositions, withholding the guy's position, y'all are listening and I got you, bitches, the doctrine clearly vouches for ignorance, and intolerance meanwhile I'ma have you contradicting

Your own opinion and make you feel so empowered and shit, I know it's nonsense but I can't stop profiting off this shit

Point my finger one way my Direction's the opposite

My agenda's composite and ain't no wait you are stopping it


[Chorus]

From a young age we learn to manipulate

To cry and whine when we don't get something, even if fake

To find ways that we convince them so we can take more and keep more shit by being a nuisance, being an ache

But shit today, people are screaming like freaking apes

Beating their chests for nothing, there's nothing to freaking change

Videos with tears guarantee we could build a lake

Ain't no talking unless you denigrate and fuck a debate

'Merica's hurting. Damn it we're skirting on destruction

That's funny to say, I mean that really is something

But we'll be okay

Don't worry, I think it's funny

To speak like you can critique but you can't take being insulted

Somehow it's embraced

See the media and they're hugging

Claiming we need love while beating up people esteeming Trump

You'll get jumped for it and shunned for it when they seek to discover

And they claim they have so much fear and that they weep in discomfort

But I ask How?