Released on September 20, 2019
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[Intro: Josh Gilbert & Tim Lambesis]
Pulled both ways but still suspended
The worst of each, reduced and blended
Still suspended, suspended
[Verse 1: Tim Lambesis & Josh Gilbert]
I thought I was stuck between two worlds
Because I was not willing to let go
Recklessly pulled both ways
But somehow still suspended
The worst of each (the worst of each)
Reduced and blended (reduced and blended)
But as life unfolded, I realized
The momentum to drift from side to side
Came from within, came from inside
[Chorus 1: Josh Gilbert & Tim Lambesis]
I feel torn between two hearts dying
But I'll trade them in for one (I'll trade them for one)
Broken and exposed, collapsing
So why would I hold on? (So why would I hold on?)
[Verse 2: Tim Lambesis]
One heart turned black
The other blue and bruised
Arms breaking, arms breaking
From the dreams
Dreams shattered
The dreams that I can't reach
There has to be
There has to be a choice I have not seen
[Chorus: Josh Gilbert & Tim Lambesis]
I feel torn between two hearts dying
But I'll trade them in for one (I'll trade them for one)
Broken and exposed, collapsing
So why would I hold on? (So why would I hold on?)
I feel torn between two hearts dying
But I'll trade them in for one (I'll trade them for one)
[Bridge: Tim Lambesis]
One darkened over time
Burning away the shame
Erasing hidden insights
I did not want to be seen
The other was beaten
From being exposed
So it hurt less
To never hold it close
[Chorus: Josh Gilbert & Tim Lambesis]
I feel torn between two hearts dying
But I'll trade them in for one (I'll trade them for one)
Broken and exposed, collapsing
So why would I hold on? (So why would I hold on?)
I feel torn between two hearts dying
But I'll trade them in for one
So why would I hold on?
I'll trade them in for one
[Outro: Tim Lambesis & Josh Gilbert]
Neither heart had power to fill my veins
Or be the source of who I want to be
Pulled both ways but still suspended