(Couplet)

I was going through my phone and night last night

It's been a year since i saw my ex

I was thinking bout sending her a text but

Now i'm stuck in my room writing songs

While my friends over there havin fun

I got used to this shit now i'm

Numb

It's the same everyday anyways

Why does everything has to feel so complicated

I'm silent whenever i'm falling again

And again i might hurt myself ah

But it's paying off i got used to this shit, ay

I'm taking off with the fuel from this jet

I try

To put my mind onto other things

I'm tired that i never feel alright

(Refrain)

I'm tired everyday anyway

Say i changed but i know i'm the same

I'm tired playing games all i'm saying is

How can i win against myself

(Interlude)

I'm seing all the signs

In this lil brain of mine

I'm tryna redesign

Myself one mistake at a time