Is this who I am supposed to be, never ending, or can you make me see

Better them than us, it's our new mentality

You better read the cross, like our love it's insanity

We are as one but you're pulling me under

It carries on when they left us to sunder

Honestly, so perfectly, honestly, so perfectly, have they abandoned us

I have to know

Will this get easier, easier

(can they tell)

I have to know

Will this get easier than what it seems right now

Over and over I go back to square one

Repeatedly drowned by a wave of resistance

No greater meaning, I merely endure

The weight of it all slowly kills my persistance

Burn it down, incinerate it

Armed to the teeth with nothing but insanity

Giving in is the only option

I see it so clear, all that's left i to rupture

But it's just not what it seems

I tried to be a better me

Can we do it like before

Why is it always like this

I keep repeating myself

In an endless cycle

Keep in line and you won't fall apart

But in this life you just press restart

I have to know

Will this get easier, easier

(can they tell)

I have to know

Will this get easier than what it seems right now