Released on February 6, 2026

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[Verse 1: Rebecca Horseman]

I succumbed too fast

This is messy, vast

Father time slows me, pins me down

Parts of me aren't here

What's here needs patience

I need more than that

I know


[Chorus: Rebecca Horseman]

If it's worth the wait, this won't hurt for long

If it's not our fate

I await, forlorn

What will be will be and there'll be an answer

This urgency eats me alive

But while I wait, I'm losing days

Consumed with fear and rage

But I'll wait


[Verse 2: Michael Veneris]

And if it helps us see

If it adds to the discernment

I could pull my stitches out

Bleed and shout

See if you can handle me

See if we've earned it

And if it hеlps me know

If I should stay or if I should go

Maybe you should choke

And I'll see, see if I feel somеthing


[Chorus: Rebecca Horseman & Michael Veneris]

If it's worth the wait

This won't hurt for long

If it's not our fate I await, forlorn

What will be will be and there'll be an answer

This urgency eats me alive

But while I wait, I'm losing days

Consumed with fear and rage

But I'll wait

[Bridge: Michael Veneris, Rebecca Horseman]

Is this love or is this codependency?

The way you stare at me

Empathetic, apathetic, there's no in-between

Tell me, is this what love is supposed to be?

I'd be lying if I say I don't care

Put on the mask, yet still feel punished in the end

I'm really trying just to find my place

Forgive myself for all of my mistakes

Twist your neck to catch a glimpse

I knew it then I've not felt it since

I'd break my neck to look up to you again


[Chorus: Rebecca Horseman & Michael Veneris]

If it's worth the wait

This won't hurt for long

If it's not our fate I await, forlorn

What will be will be and there'll be an answer

This urgency eats me alive

But while I wait, I'm losing days

Consumed with fear and rage

But I'll wait


[Outro: Rebecca Horseman]

Did we fall too fast?

Are we just lost?

Delude me dear, pin me down

Parts of me are dead

Some parts need breath

Not yet meant to know, I know