[Verse 1: Rebecca Horseman]
I succumbed too fast
This is messy, vast
Father time slows me, pins me down
Parts of me aren't here
What's here needs patience
I need more than that
I know
[Chorus: Rebecca Horseman]
If it's worth the wait, this won't hurt for long
If it's not our fate
I await, forlorn
What will be will be and there'll be an answer
This urgency eats me alive
But while I wait, I'm losing days
Consumed with fear and rage
But I'll wait
[Verse 2: Michael Veneris]
And if it helps us see
If it adds to the discernment
I could pull my stitches out
Bleed and shout
See if you can handle me
See if we've earned it
And if it hеlps me know
If I should stay or if I should go
Maybe you should choke
And I'll see, see if I feel somеthing
[Chorus: Rebecca Horseman & Michael Veneris]
If it's worth the wait
This won't hurt for long
If it's not our fate I await, forlorn
What will be will be and there'll be an answer
This urgency eats me alive
But while I wait, I'm losing days
Consumed with fear and rage
But I'll wait
[Bridge: Michael Veneris, Rebecca Horseman]
Is this love or is this codependency?
The way you stare at me
Empathetic, apathetic, there's no in-between
Tell me, is this what love is supposed to be?
I'd be lying if I say I don't care
Put on the mask, yet still feel punished in the end
I'm really trying just to find my place
Forgive myself for all of my mistakes
Twist your neck to catch a glimpse
I knew it then I've not felt it since
I'd break my neck to look up to you again
[Chorus: Rebecca Horseman & Michael Veneris]
If it's worth the wait
This won't hurt for long
If it's not our fate I await, forlorn
What will be will be and there'll be an answer
This urgency eats me alive
But while I wait, I'm losing days
Consumed with fear and rage
But I'll wait
[Outro: Rebecca Horseman]
Did we fall too fast?
Are we just lost?
Delude me dear, pin me down
Parts of me are dead
Some parts need breath
Not yet meant to know, I know