Passing on chances and I'm missing calls

I’m failing answer

Shooting gutter balls

Brain has stalled

Can't find my footing

Think I'm gonna fall

Time isn’t real and still I waste it all

Staring at walls

Can someone cut me a break?

I don't know how much more of

This I can take 'cause

The last two years have been hell

Sleeping in cars and motels

Saying too many farewells

And if you've not yet to tell

I haven't handled it well

I'm trying hard not to dwell

On all the wreckage and fails

That's been my life in a nutshell

That's been my life in a nutshell

The more I try the more it falls apart

The more I cry the more I hear my heart

And I start

To wonder why I did the things I did

I was a smart kid how’d I wind up

Gullible and stupid

Somebody give me a lifeline

I’m on the ropes and

I'm fresh out of time ’cause

The last two years have been hell

Sleeping in cars and motels

Saying too many farewells

And if you've not yet to tell

I haven't handled it well

I'm trying hard not to dwell

On all the wreckage and fails

That’s been my life in a nutshell

That's been my life in a nutshell

I'll ruin the carpet and cry in the market

Someday I will summit this mountain of bullshit

I'll look back on all it and try not to miss it

'Til then I'll commit to the bit

The last two years have been hell

Sleeping in cars and motels

Saying too many farewells

And if you've not yet to tell

I haven't handled it well

I'm trying hard not to dwell

On all the wreckage and fails

The last two years have been hell

Sleeping in cars and motels

Saying too many farewells

And if you've not yet to tell

I haven't handled it well

I'm trying hard not to dwell

On all the wreckage and fails

That's been my life in a nutshell

That's been my life in a nutshell