Tell me a story where two lovers

Could stick together without killing each other

I'm thinking I'm not a game to be played

And if it took all the saints in heaven to wash the dirt out of you

I'm thinking it wasn't a honest mistake

You're not like him, you break all the rules

When you keep telling me that my reactions are cute

And when I open up my heart and try to set myself free

You turn your own desires in a mockery of me

I love you, I love you

I love you, I'm lying

You were so bad that you don't

Get points for trying

I was just a kid, a lost cause

I didn't know what I wanted

You believed yourself a ghost

And I the house that was haunted

You know, me acting that way didn't mean

I was being timid, shy, childish or pristine

It only means there's a ninety percent chance I don't want you

And I know this is sad, yes, not for me but for you

I don't need to loosen up, damn you

I'm not a gift to unwrap

And if you try to call me I will never call you back

And I had to watch as you made your pedestal

From which you tore apart my trauma fueled walls

I love you, I love you

I love you, I'm lying

You were so bad that you don't

Get points for trying

I was just a kid, a lost cause

I didn't know what I wanted

You believed yourself a ghost

And I the one that was haunted

I had to listen to endless conversations about you

And then I had to watch you have fun storming my castle

I might be a prude but have fun finding something that lasts, though

I love you, I love you

I love you, I'm lying

You were so bad that you don't

Get points for trying

I was just a kid, a lost cause

I didn't know what I wanted

You believed yourself a ghost

And I the one that was haunted