Borrowed Time - Intellectual

[Chorus]

I'm looking back on a time when I could say

I actually thought I cared about you

But after everything I've been put through

I realize I've been living with false hope

It's drowning out my senses

I realize I've been living with false hope

It's drowning out my thoughts

This has gone oh so confusing

And I've only got myself to blame

I can't believe oh what was I thinking

I've only got myself to blame

You mean nothing to me - and you never fucking did

I can't stand to listen to your excuses anymore

I can only pray that you feel so alone

And a guilty conscience hangs over your head

I can't believe oh what was I thinking

And I've only got myself

To blame in all of this

(We're the only ones to blame)

I've got nothing to depend on

Oh I've got nothing to depend on

I realize

That I've been living with false hope

It's drowning out my senses

It's drowning out my thoughts

With nothing to depend on anymore

You mean nothing to me - and you never fucking did