Crawling back into my shell

I'm running

Thawing through winter to haul me to hell

And I know I should know better

But I am not a thorn for you ever

I'm not a thorn for you ever

Falling back into myself

I'm running

Waiting on someone to reach out again

And I know I should know better

But I am not a thorn for you ever

I'm not a thorn for you ever

And all you wanted was to see for yourself

Hollow-eyed without a low to repeat for myself

How will I hide?

So give me something for the shame

I'm running

Holding my colour to see through the pain

Now I know I should know better

But I am not a thorn for you ever

I'm not a thorn for you ever

Just say the word and I'll go, if that's what you're saying

Just say the word and I'll go, if that's what you're saying

Just say the word and I'll go, if that's what you're saying

Just say the word and I'll go, if that's what you're saying

Just say the word and I'll go, if that's what you're saying

Just say the word and I'll go, if that's what you're saying

Just say the word and I'll go, if that's what you're saying

Just say the word and I'll go, if that's what you're saying

Just say the word and I'll go, if that's what you're saying

Just say the word and I'll go, if that's what you're saying

Just say the word and I'll go, if that's what you're saying

Just say the word and I'll go, if that's what you're saying

Just say the word and I'll go, if that's what you're saying

Just say the word and I'll go, if that's what you're saying

Just say the word and I'll go, if that's what you're saying

Just say the word and I'll go, if that's what you're saying

Just say the word and I'll go, if that's what you're saying

Just say the word and I'll go, if that's what you're saying

Just say the word and I'll go, if that's what you're saying

Just say the word and I'll go, if that's what you're saying

All the years I self-proclaimed

And yet here I still remain

And if all the things I had to say

Are caught a million miles away

Will you know the truth before I lift my head?

We began outside the wall

We began outside the wall